proud of my crazy!

The thing about learning is that you have to feel pretty stupid sometimes...

School is going okay. I have made it my goal to teach myself Ableton Live - I would like to play my drumpad in front of people in the next 3 months. I do not think I have any sort of innate musical ability, mostly it confuses me. I get really mixed up in the basic mathematics of it and also do not know very much about music theory. I have some advantages though - I have a wide variety of musical influences to draw from and also like to read. Plus I have friends that know way more about music than I do.